Thursday, June 13, 2013

Good days, Bad days.

Its been over a month, and a lot has happened. 

First off a few weeks ago I hit my 40 pounds lost with Weight Watchers! But I couldn't stay to celebrate because I had to go to our Convention. If you want cardio, go to Qualcomm and do the stairs three days strait!

We had a great convention and had a family stay with us for 4 days during. We had a blast! I went back the following Friday and I had gained 0.6 pound. But I was still at the 40 pounds lost, so I was ok. 

I was doing ok and getting back into the routine of things, but still was over my allowance points for the week by wednesday night. Then Thursday I went to Disneyland with friends, with all intentions to track. But I ended up not counting that day. It was the last day of the week and I knew even if I didn't count that day I could start over again on Friday, Friday is after all a new day of a new week. 

We had a blast throughout the day, Spencer was able to join us in the evening! I even went all day without the scooter. Did pretty well. I did have to take 2 pain pills throughout the day, but that is less than I would have normally taken before. 

On the way home from the parks I started a bad tremor due to my disability. It was in my spine. I had to have spencer pull off at the rest area. We were there for an hour and the whole time I was in pain, trying to get the pain to go away. I was still in severe pain and I knew I didn't want to deal with it at the rest area. People were starting to wonder why I was screaming. So I told spencer to clear out the back seat and I somewhat buckled myself with the middle seat belt and laid down to be more comfortable. I ended up falling asleep about 30 min later, thankfully. I had this tremor almost 2 hours. And it was the worst I have ever had pain wise. 

The next day I slept until late in the afternoon. I was feeling a little better. Went to hang out at a friends house in the evening. Still didn't feel the greatest. I didn't Track.
Saturday was a Bonfire and I went to that as well, was doing ok, still not the greatest. Also did not track. On the way home a severe migraine hit me. This migraine lasted until Monday afternoon. So you know I had not tracked. 
Then Tuesday morning I woke up with another migraine. 
I think this tremor took a toll on my body.

It is now technically Thursday morning and I am just now starting to feel like myself again.
I decided to take this past week of tracking off. Start over on Friday, and take whatever gain I have. 

Friday is a New day, New week, New attitude!

I am determined to start my routine of activity again. Determined not to overdue it, like I did last week. I knew with all the good days I had been having, I was due to have some bad ones eventually. 

I do have some good news too. I went to Lane Bryant tonight and got myself a new outfit. Thank you clearance!! I am happy to announce I am a size 16 pants and a size 14/16 top! Such a change from over a year ago when I was size 24!  I am almost no longer able to shop at Torrid and Lane Bryant. Here is the new outfit I got tonight. I cant wait to shop for bathing suits!